For basically all of yall to read (with juicy secrets and high school advice for all the youngsters)

ive been thinking about this for a very long time now and since were not in high school anymore discrimination is totally out of the question.
im not saying that you guys discriminate, but im not saying that there wasnt any at all.
high school set this odd standard that you have to have somewhere to belong, like a certain clik or the drama club.. even though our drama club had its own fabulous little clik within itself.
and what im trying to say is that people decided to save their dirty little secrets till the end, kind of like a big bang, a grand finale or some fabulous exit scene with white doves and fireworks

well I guess that even though my big bang is a little delayed and probably will still be seen by those of you who still attend "high school"
it doesn't really matter
those of you who do still go to lone peak
find yourself, not others.
high school is meant to help you experiment with EVERYTHING
not with what the teachers teach, but what you like. including social skills, taking risks, falling stupidly in love just to "experiment" with your emotions. whether it be gay, lesbian, straight or any other feelings that need to be figured out.
let me get this through to you.
I went through high school with the mind set that I was going to test everything to its limits.
that's exactly what everyone should do, mind yourself though, have moral standards.. not religious standards, but find it in yourself to take the responsibility of appropriately giving yourself your own moral contract... im not judging, you do what you do, just do it slow, steady, and learn how to control it.
WARNING: if you takes risks, you become the only one responsible for your actions on anything, just telling you now because that could never ever be stated soon enough.

now that I have become the great reason of procrastination and driving the conversation off course

here is the main reason I posted this blog
guys im telling you exactly what I told on of my religious friend who started preaching to me the other day
I am simply here to tell you a secret... well after this it wont be a secret.. but anyways, im here to tell you a secret, I did not come to you for religious advice

this is a big decision for me, and its really hard for me to say because we live where we live but
simple and sweet
I'm gay

im also very bad at figuring out if someone is flirting with me or not so for all those girls who I might have thought were flirting with me.. im really sorry...but if it makes up any of the difference Ill be happy to be your GBF?
or would that be considered as gay friend zoning..... #themoreyouknow


love you guys