!!!!WARNING SPOILERS!!!!!
i went through a hell lot of emotions
i watched
i didn't feel connected
i looked for reasons to cry because crying makes you feel better
crying is addicting guys, and don't deny it either because you know what i mean
and i looked for my next hit
but i couldn't find it, i was able to get a couple of tears out but that's pretty much all that happened within the first hour and a half
but then it happened
i watched
and looked into his eyes and
i felt
broken
and alone
a lonely shard of myself is what i lost tonight
because i had witnessed an unexpected grenade
and i seemed to have been just barely too close, and i lost a shard of my heart
*flashback*
candy a music
weird costumes and friends hidden from each other by a piece of paper
somehow waiting for their guest
in the back seat of a car sat someone who was expecting things to continue on as normal
go to the party
go home
sleep
go to school
see friends
and friends see her
but in the front seat of a different car sat a man who had been poisoned by hell, and became the inescapable fate of the little seven year old girl sitting in the back seat of a car
and fate came with a bang
the next day she died
and the next day, a little eight year old boy was woken up in the middle of his sleep, and told that his best friend had died
and that boy cried for years on end, and listened to enya
and defended his best friends favorite animal till the end of time (cat)
*******
and now this boy sits here and watches
and watches it all happen all over again
and basically i cried for the rest of the movie, but what my friends didn't know is that after i got home, i started crying again, and it hasn't stopped until right before i wrote this... so yeah, that happened
!!!!!!WARNING SPOILERS!!!!!!!
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