the cat killed curiosity

So this man, random as he was. drew a chalk line in front of me and said that, past this line was too far, that I couldn't reach past there even if I wanted to. right when he turned away, i tripped someone and they spilled there water all over it.. it faded away... and i just looked at it and said.. what a pity, sighed, and walked over it.
now see that really didn't happen.. it was some weird metaphor i made up. i keep thinking that i will have this great legacy, like Leonardo Da Vinci.. and that people will look back at some of my weird metaphors and read it like bible....
don't judge me...
everyone at some degree thinks the same things about themselves. wait a second.. this is the part of the poem where i made two poems that are completely different but i had no idea how i could put them together so i have to switch to something about..
love?
yeah that's what the rest of this things about!
so lets say I'm at a party. and i was but in my memory everything has kind of morphed together, so eventually i WAS at a party.. anyways. so i tripped into someone and fell in love instantly. but then i got slapped, so to the boy who held my hand twice but ran away or to the boy who is halfway around the world because i was too weak to ask him one simple question....i don't know what to say, i never want to see them again because its taken me two and a half years to come to the conclusion that they don't feel the same... and if i see them again, ill probably cry worse than i did when i watched rue die or when the little match girl got to be with her grandmother. and i I've already done it twice and the third one has fell into a weird pain that involved a knife, even though there weren't any knives, its just the pain, i would think it, would be pretty similar but even then,  without a hint of metal for miles, the cold aluminum feet that i have, keep me from becoming the cat that was curious enough to die. but since I'm not the one with nine lives i searched for hero to be curious for me.. i know its twisted..... but everyone lives for twisted endings..
just as long as there is a sequel.