Thank God for the Music (part 1)

I should have done better, you should have done better. not afraid I'm terrified. now I can't sleep at night. I want to. I need to.
oh how I have music breathing down my spine, breaking the knots in my shoulder. unwinding the pain in my worn out feet. but whatever I choose, the music will help.

Watermarks Behind My Face

i was given a red rose when i was a child, it smelled liked candy and summer rain.

after given the rose a whisper told me the biggest secret of life, but i didn't listen. astounded by there great beauty i just stared into there eyes. so may it be if i am killed on site for going on the greatest journey of my life. may it be if god sends me to hell. may it be if i fall in love.

may it be if i lose everyone in my life. may it be if i die only with one friend. and make him known as the best friend i will ever have. forever